suppose to be an emo post.

Okay, well i'm in bed now cos my bodys aching and my mum wants me to rest. :/ It hurts so much, i'm crying. It actually felt better when my mum put her arms around me. Yeah, really miss that. Okay, so since i'm not feeling well i'm going to make this an 'emo' post.

Looking back at the last couple of months made me realised I didnt know what I had till it was gone. I wasted so much time complaining bout what will happen instead of using the time I had, having fun. Moving to tunku was the bestest thing ever cause I met Christine, Rauth, the whole tk 1 gang, Lee, and a bunch of other people. Everyday was the same routine for me. Get up, go to the bus, have the time of my life with Rauth even though there was silence most of the time, have fun with christine and them, get around to studying, and going back home in the bus with Rauth. Perfect ending to a perfect day. and just spending time with the people I love, you know? Half of that is gone now and i'm forced to deal with it. Never in my life have I met such wonderful people who stood by me no matter how stupid I was.

Crap, right now i'm crying. Goddamnit. Anyways, one of my best memories was Rainfest. I was performing with my cousins who I love so much. Friday wasnt that good cause I got into a fight with Rauth which was the last thing i would ever want. It was just a misunderstanding, but I kind of took it seriously and told my mum I wanted to be pulled out but she said NO. thank GOD. so anyways, we made up in the end. Friday ended up good even though the beginning was sucky. Saturday was all good. Sunday, seeing all the people I love in the crowd watching, I felt like crying. And while we were doing the last bit, I looked at my cousins and was like ' This is my family' and I felt really weak kneed when Rauth screamed out 'Sharon, I love you!' but I couldnt say it back cause my mum and dad were there and my mike was still on. So being the stupid person I am..

Rauth, I love you too!!

Monday morning was the best. That was the bestest rainfest EVER. And I'm so thankful I spent it with you guys. Okay, the tears are really pouring right now. I really thought I was happy before I met you guys. Right now, I think I was living life with only half a heart(as cheesy as it sounds) but seriously. thats how much I love you guys.

So yeah. This post might not seem emo to you but it sure made me cry so much, my right contact came out. --

boo loves nut

crazy chihuahua loves ceramic frog

shawen loves the gila girls

renai loves her cousins

lebetu loves her parents

so so much.