suppose to be an emo post.

Okay, well i'm in bed now cos my bodys aching and my mum wants me to rest. :/ It hurts so much, i'm crying. It actually felt better when my mum put her arms around me. Yeah, really miss that. Okay, so since i'm not feeling well i'm going to make this an 'emo' post.

Looking back at the last couple of months made me realised I didnt know what I had till it was gone. I wasted so much time complaining bout what will happen instead of using the time I had, having fun. Moving to tunku was the bestest thing ever cause I met Christine, Rauth, the whole tk 1 gang, Lee, and a bunch of other people. Everyday was the same routine for me. Get up, go to the bus, have the time of my life with Rauth even though there was silence most of the time, have fun with christine and them, get around to studying, and going back home in the bus with Rauth. Perfect ending to a perfect day. and just spending time with the people I love, you know? Half of that is gone now and i'm forced to deal with it. Never in my life have I met such wonderful people who stood by me no matter how stupid I was.

Crap, right now i'm crying. Goddamnit. Anyways, one of my best memories was Rainfest. I was performing with my cousins who I love so much. Friday wasnt that good cause I got into a fight with Rauth which was the last thing i would ever want. It was just a misunderstanding, but I kind of took it seriously and told my mum I wanted to be pulled out but she said NO. thank GOD. so anyways, we made up in the end. Friday ended up good even though the beginning was sucky. Saturday was all good. Sunday, seeing all the people I love in the crowd watching, I felt like crying. And while we were doing the last bit, I looked at my cousins and was like ' This is my family' and I felt really weak kneed when Rauth screamed out 'Sharon, I love you!' but I couldnt say it back cause my mum and dad were there and my mike was still on. So being the stupid person I am..

Rauth, I love you too!!

Monday morning was the best. That was the bestest rainfest EVER. And I'm so thankful I spent it with you guys. Okay, the tears are really pouring right now. I really thought I was happy before I met you guys. Right now, I think I was living life with only half a heart(as cheesy as it sounds) but seriously. thats how much I love you guys.

So yeah. This post might not seem emo to you but it sure made me cry so much, my right contact came out. --

boo loves nut

crazy chihuahua loves ceramic frog

shawen loves the gila girls

renai loves her cousins

lebetu loves her parents

so so much.

first move.

I'm getting annoyed right now cause one of my friends told me bout what happened with her boyfriend. advise to all guys out there.. PLEASE DONT MAKE THE GIRL MAKE THE FIRST MOVE.

flip flops flopped flipped. um, BANANA.

Because i'm so bored and because I have nothing else to do. I'll tell you how I broke my zebra slippers.

First off all, I loved my zebra flip flops to bits. And now may they rest in peace, mixed up with a pile of sardine tin cans and playboy magazines. :/ yes I threw them away. cries.

Anyways, that day, I went over to christines place and we were both getting ready to go to andys potluck thingy at his place. And then Kevin came too cause Christine wanted him too. So Chrissys dad sent us to the place and we were half an hour late. So we were standing infront of the apartments(where he lives)kevin and christine being all lovey dovey, and me holding my mums famous cheese and potato thingy. (We had to tell people we made it.. and they actually believed it!) So we waited by the pool(where the party was suppose to be) and sat down on the bench. Well, christine and kevin were infront of me and their hands were underneath the table. *EHEM* i'm not blind. or stupid. Anyways, finally, andy and them came and kevin was gambling with andy and clement while me, nafezah and chris walked around. And they left me alone. So me being the stupid person I am, I ran around panicking. Chris wasnt picking up her phone which got ANNOYING. :( And when I tried to look for the way to the swimming pool, this car stopped infront of me and a lady got up and then.. PLAANG. She banged into me. And she glared at me. Why do people like doing that? What happened to peace and love? OMG. I'm starting to sound like.. Rauth......... uhuh.

So yeah, anyways, me, kevin & christine had to go to green height condos cause kev wanted to see anthony and me and christine wanted to see zara. So we said goodbye and walked away.

And we walked and walked and we had to cross this really big road and go underneath a bridge. So we were walking and I tripped and SNAP. MY LEFT SLIPPER BROKE. I ended up walking without one slipper and I ended up with lots of splinters. :( and kvn and christine were laughing. just when my life turns into crap, thats when people laugh like its a comedy show shown on star world every tuesday night after ugly betty. grr. Anyways, while we were crossing the road, I stopped half way, in the middle of the freaking highway and tried to fix my slipper. Told you I was stupid. so kevin was shouting at me and christine had to drag me off the road. so kevin being the nice person he is, (when he's not annoying) lent me one off his slippers so there we were. kevin, slipperless on one foot, christine laughing her ass off, aand me, flopping around with one huge slipper and my right zebra slipper. :( oh yeaah, we ended up going the wrong way and ended up BEHIND green height condos and had to go one big round. so we turned around and walked. thinking we could go through a shortcut through the church(kevins fault) we found ourselves looking at a locked gate. so we turned around(again) and went out of the church. And me and christine started to pray...:

Christine: Lord, please bless us.

Sharon: With shoes.

*christine gives sharon a look*

Sharon: FINE! We dont need a specific brand or anything..

*sharon gets a slap from christine*

- -

Kevin: OMG. I just realized somthing!!

Sharon and Chrsitine: What??

Kevin: I have my ancient sneakers in my back pack

Christine: HALLELUJAH!

Sharon: Peace to all good men! wait, women.

Kevin: hey.

that all actually did happen! unbelievable right? I mean who knew God could answer our prayers that fast?? Wow. Anyways, I wore kevins other slipper and he put on his shoes and 10 minutes later we were at the condos already! But we had to look for block C cause that was where zara was staying. So we went all over looking and then bumped into anthony. Thinking anthony would know where it would be(come on, he lives there) we asked him and he was like 'dunno'. - -

but then zara asked us to wait by the pool and she'd go there so we said bye to kevin and anthony. and we went to the pool, then zara came looking as cute as ever and we went to her place. Took loads of pictures and we stappled my shoes together!! :] yaay. but yeah, they kept on breaking. :( we took more pictures and then chris's dad came and we went back to her place. Then I kept on disturbing her when she was on the phone with kevin. - - cause I had nothing better to do. Fell asleep, FINALLY.

Well, thats how I broke my flip-flops! :]

Boo loves nut.

its not az romantic as you think it is.

Well I just got off the phone with rauth. (:]) and we both came to this conclusion:

1. Do not do things you'll regret doing.
2. Its harder to let go of the person you love when you get more 'closer'.

and he told me that everytime there's an akward silence, a gay baby is born. - -

So yeah. Love is difficult. So hard to express. But you dont have to do stupid things to prove your love for one another.

Mkay, so I may not be an 'expert' on these things but.

COME ON.

Girls wont always be swooned if you do something romantic for them.

Deal with it.

Dont go over the limit thinking doing something stupid will make her fall more in love with you.

and before you go thinking this post is about me and a certain someone(who I love x infinity + 8)

go jump in a lake.

cause it isnt.

yeah.

- -

Anyways, do not push the limit. Or even think about it.

you'll regret it.

boo loves nut x infinity x infinity + 8 x 3 x a gazillion more times than he does.

Beat that.

:]

harsh reality.

Its 11.13 and I'm still awake. :/
The here in your arms song's stuck in my head.
Yeah.
I havent really been dreaming lately.
So far, I think dreaming is a good way to get away from the reality.
Cause without dreaming, where else can we escape to?

"Here In Your Arms"

I like where we are,
When we drive, in your car
I like where we are.... Here

Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

I like where you sleep,
When you sleep, next to me.
I like where you sleep... here

Our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

Our lips, can touch
Our lips, can touch...here

You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your

You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you, I miss you
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

Here in your arms.
Here in your arms.

I was bored.

You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut

You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun. You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life... Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut. To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions.

What Donut Are You?

Your Love Song Is

Thankyou by Dido "And I want to thank you for giving me The best day of my life Oh, just to be with you is having The best day of my life." It's all good, as long as you're in love.

What Love Song Are You?

Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

Mutual, after a great conversation about your future and feelings.

What's Your Ideal Marriage Proposal?

Your Blogging Type is Logical and Principled

You like to voice your well thought out opinions on your blog. And if someone doesn't what you write, you really don't care! Serious and blunt, sometimes people take your blog the wrong way. But you're a true and loyal friend to those who truly get you.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

You Are More Yang

Masculine Creative Angry Spring Summer Morning Sun Space Active Wood Chocolate

Are You More Yin or Yang?

Your Love is Based on Commitment

You believe that love is something that develops and grows. You don't believe in love at first site, and you never mistake lust for love. For you, love is about mutual devotion, respect, and understanding. You don't feel comfortable in a relationship, unless you're both in it for the long run. Why your love can last: You don't take commitment lightly - or leave relationships easily Why your love can fail: You're so committed, you often can't see the most obvious problems in your relationship

What Is Your Love Based On?

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Rauth is your soulmate. You truly love Christine. You consider Eain your true friend. You know that Zara is always thinking of you. You'll remember Nafezah for the rest of your life. You secretly think Kevin is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. You secretly think that Norma is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. You secretly think that Putri is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Putri changes lovers faster than underwear. You secretly think Anthony is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Anthony has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

okay.
OKAY.
I just saw something, which really made me cry.
I really want to kill that stupid cow. Yeah, yeah. It might not be that cows fault but its the other persons fault.
hmph. go to hell. the both of you.

after being reminded by my dad about getting kicked out of ballet class when I was seven, I realised that I would be able to stand on my toes by now. confused? obviously. when I was seven or so, I joined ballet. Instead of listening to my teacher, I pouted when she asked me to smile, stomp around like an elephant when she told me to twirl, and jumped when she told me to leap(causing the mirror to fall). therefore, I was on the verge of getting kicked out. But my dear mother convinced her into letting me into the ballet show a week after, and then finally getting my tiny little but out of that ballet studio. so at the night of my performance my tooth was shaking. So, my ballet teacher, came to me, squated down and.. OWWWWWW!. she pulled it out. she was french. and mean. anyways, we were all ready, and we looked adorable. we were wearing these flower costumes and I was one of the lead dancers. but then, zzzzz. yes. I fell asleep. -.-' so there was one missing flower(girl) in the show. then, I got kicked out. heh. its okay. I dont need them! pfft. but I have to admit. I wish I could stand on my toes. sigh. so kids, thats how sharon got kicked out of ballet.


woah.





Coming soon to blogs near you:

How Sharon broke her nose.

goddamn fireworks. they made candy and paris scared!. well, candy is now lying on my feet sleeping. and she looks so adorable. and she just woke up. fireworks. they're bloody illegal and they still do it. I shall blog late. tchao.

ps: christines brain is gay

*tries to be innocent* :] now all I need is a hallo above my head and to actually be innocent. heh.

its been two months.

now I have to wait for 8 more.

:(

love, love, bla bla bla bla.

okay. so here I am. still bored. so I randomly typed in 'skinny models' on google images and look at what I found:



this scares me.

sharon: I need a sidekick!

christine: I'll be your sidekick!.

sharon: the phone you idiot.

christine:.. owh.

-.-' yeah. I do want one badly. but NO. I live in Malaysia. grr.

oh, me.

I decided to get a new blog cause the other ones depressing and I barely post anything on it. so, its left to rot. :/ okay. you'd think i'm very blur and very stupid. yeah, I am. you'd also think i'm quiet and shy. yeah, I am. you'd also think i'm loud and crazy. yeah, I am. :] confused? I dont blame you. oh yeah. I remind christine of a snow fox. woah. they're sexy. :p