and another one.

http://sharonjit.blogspot.com/

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You'll never see me fall apart

3 great days.

okay, so I havent posted in a while but anyways. i'm going to blog about the 3 amazing days I had in school:

Camping.

oh my god. so yeah, camping was really really fun. and scary. anyways, I went to school with tons of junkfood and yeah. it was raining and we couldnt have a campfire so we used a flashlight in the assembly hall. :p then me, kevin, ant, and christine had to go on patrol around the school and obviously, I freaked out. - - then ant went back so the 3 of us walked around school and yeah. then we went back for like an hour listening to ghost stories with the rest of the people then we all went on patrol again and mosquitos are attracted to kevins feet. - - then at around 2 we went back and me christine and kevin slept in the middle of assembly hall. kvn and I used christine as a pillow:D and I got really annoyed by kevin at one point cause he was annoying the hell out of me so I bit him - - I slept for and hour and woke up cause christine and kevin and these primary 6 girls were making alot of noise. - - then bla bla bla. fell asleep. woke up. brushed my teeth and sent kvn and christine home. well more things happened but i'm to lazy to write.

Sports day.

so I woke up that morning, put on my uniform then I realised. GODDAMN IT SPORTS DAY IS TODAY. so I had to change back into my sports clothes and made my daddy send me to the stadium. found chrissy there so we walked around the track bout 5 times and we went to sit. then I started panicking cause my mum, karen, and emma were late so right before I ran, they came- -. I got of at a pretty good start but gave up eventually cause I was like, its not as if i'm gonna win. and I got 4th place! :D haha. then me and griselda sat in the sun watching other people run and I got sunburnt. - - then morgan and wawa came. hello? I ran like half an hour before they came. - - well, that was sports day!

Prom.

Okay, so I wasnt actually suppose to go to prom cause I needed to go for a wedding. but like yeah. I woke up at doras house cause I slept over there with sonia and sarah. then I went back home, tried on my dress, twirled around in it. then my mum was like 'fine! you can go to prom' and I was :D. so johan picked me up and I did my hair and stuff and we went back home to get my bag. but when we reached the school..

karen: get out of the car.

sharon: no.

johan: please?!

sharon: I cant.

karen: why?

sharon: i'm scared.

karen: GODDAMNIT YOU SPENT THE WHOLE STUPID AFTERNOON GETTING READY FOR THIS STUPID THING!!!!!

johan: STOP SCREAMING!!!

*lee walks by*

karen: lee! bring sharon it!!

- -

so I got out and lee had to practically drag me in. - - so I finally went in and sat down with the girls who were mad cause they thought I wasnt going. then anthony came and he was like ' YOU CAME!!!!' - - see what I mean? then he had to go perform. and I was dancing with putri and then kevin came and he had more hairspray on his hair than me. and phoebe and anthony won best dress!!! then they had games for couples and emir and putri had to do this straw game thngy:D then they had another one and they called me and anthony and trust me, I DID NOT WANT TO DO IT. so we had to pop 5 balloons. how? I had to sit on a balloon that was on anthonys lap and I actually slid of the stupid balloon. anyways, we lost. - - then he had to go perform again so I hanged out with the girls. then anthony wanted to go see his block for one last time so we went and people started panicking cause they didnt know where we were, so they actually went all over the school looking for us - - anyways, I actually nearly cried when I hugged kevin and phoebe cause I love two of them to bits so yeah. its gonna suck when they leave:/ then I went back home so that was prom!

mkay, so I have to go to this kelabit thingy at emmas house in a while so i'll blog later.

xxx

was never the one.

ionno if it was suppose to be like this. or at least end up like this. yeah. dont know if what happened meant anything at all to you. it never actually seemed like it. right now, it seems like I was just depending on us to much. prolly, I was really serious bout it? and you werent? I never wanted this to happen but I think that I'm just losing hope? or maybe i'm just giving up on you cause it seems like I was just being stupid for falling in love with you in the first place. and if you think you're confused or whatever, brace yourself cause right now you should've known what you've done. I dont know whats going to happen cause I think you have had enough and I doubt you'd want to deal with the drama that comes along with me. and dont deny it. the last thing i'd want to hear is that i'm wrong. and even though I havent been always right, I know i'm right, now. thanks for everything. for making me feel something I longed for. prolly it wasnt meant to be? well, I know one things for sure..

I was never the one.

shuffle

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.

How are you feeling today?
Unfaitful- Rihanna.
God. Damn. It.

Will you get far in life?
Long way to go- Cassie.
oh wells:]

How do your friends see you?
mandy- westlife.
- -

Will you get married?
about time- cassie
should I take this as a sign?

What is your best friend's theme song?
things i'll never say- avril lavinge.

What is the story of your life?
whatever will be- vanessa hudgens
wayyyy true.

What was high school like?
circle circle dot dot
:O

How can you get ahead in life?
kiss the girl- little mermaid.
- -

What's the best thing about your friends?
irreplaceable- beyonce

What's in store for this weekend?
when it all falls apart- the veronicas
.. does this mean I shouldnt go to prom?

Describe your grandparents.
SOS- rihanna
hahahahahahahahahahaha

How's your life going?
nothing in this world- paris hilton(yes, I listen to her)
:)

What song will they play at your funeral?
i'm not missing you- stacie orrico
WHAT?!

How does the world see you?
cinderella- play
- - does this mean i'm gonna be sweeping floors for the rest of my life?

Will you have a happy life?
walking on sunshine- aly&AJ


Do people secretly lust after you?
dont worry, be happy- bob marley
.. meaning?

How can you make yourself happy?
walk away- paula deanda
*walking*

What should you do with your life?
move your feet-junior senior

Will you ever have children?
guess who's coming to dinner- black uhuru
my kids?? -.-

What song would you strip to?
maneater- nelly furtado

What does your mum think of you?
respect- aretha franklin.
..yeahuh.

What is your deep, dark secret?
I dont need a man- PCD
- -

What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
fallin-alicia keys
:D hope you fall badly.

What's your personality like?
who knew- pink

What song will be played at your wedding?
hey there delilah- plain white t's
not kidding. - -

X

it was not a mistake.

lalala.

okay. this song is the most EMO song i've ever listened to. but being the stupid person I am. I listen to it 24/7.

daniel bedingfield: if you're not the one.

useless?

I may not be as smart or as kind or as better as you.
People may like you more than me.
I may not be as lucky as you.
I may seem like an idiot compared to you.
but.
I.
am.
not.
useless.
I was there for you no matter what. when you got hurt I was there to pick you up. I was suppose to be, well I dont know, your 'sister'?(this isnt about karen btw, someone else) DONT RUB IT IN. you are making me feel like i'm stupid and that i'm no good use but to be honest, if I wasnt any use, I dont think you'd be as strong as you are right now cause I was always there for you.

‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

:/

okay. knowing that schools gonna end soon and I dont know right now if i'm even going to perth, I dont know what to do. :/ I dont even know what school i'm going to, and if I stay in kuching for another year, I really am going to die. :(

please please work.

go online. go online. go online. go online. go online. go online. go online. go online.

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ouch.

oh. MY. GOD. first, I find out my stupid wisdom tooth which is suppose to be growing when i'm 17-18 is growing NOW and is pushing my other teeth out, then I had to jog 400m with the whole secondary, then I had to run 100m with the girls and just now, I had to draaag myself downstairs cause karen brought the laptop down and she wont let me use it. and she has her own com. doesnt anyone feel sorry for me?! anyways, my mum was laughing at me when I walked to the car infront of the whole. entire. school. I couldnt really walk so I kind of dragged my body to the car and my mum was laughing so hard she couldnt look at me. its not my fault I was sweating like crazy. blame mr.john. right now, i'm just wondering how i'll go to school and train again. wait. i'll panic bout that later. now, I have to find away to walk upstairs to bed later.

...

goddamnit. - -

:]

you're my hunnybun, sugar plum, pumpy umpy umkin, you're my sweetie pie,

you're my cuppy cake, gumdrop, snoogums-boogums, you're the apple on my eye!

and I love you so

and I want you to know

that I'll always be right here.

and I love to sing sweet songs to you

because you are so dear!

I kept on singing this in school with Christine. :] we shall rock friday night.

losing more than people.

my blog needs more photo's! and I need to find my camera charger.

and my sim card.

I didnt lose them.

I misplaced them.

oh yeah.

I met an evil witch, also known as the dentist and she did something funky to my teeth which made it hurt even more.

and the witch's assistant put this tube in my mouth which sucked out my spit.

- -

anyways, I found out, my wisdom tooth which isnt suppose to grow now and only suppose to grow when i'm 17-18 is pushing my other teeth out. :(

it hurts.

stupid car.

okay, well me and christine decided meet at coffee beans cause I wanted to go shopping. so I went there at 1.15nish and christine still wasnt there. called her and she was 'nearby' - - so I went into coffee bean and saw some people from tunku. being the shy person I am, I ran into sarawak plaza so they wouldnt see me. then christine called to say she was here so I went out to go see her. so we went into coffee bean and we sat down there for like what? 5 minutes? then we went inside sarawak plaza to go look around. didnt find anything nice. so we crossed the road to go to tun jugah and we looked around some more but couldnt find anything. again. so we decided to go to parkson and look. still, we found nothing. then we walked to tun jugah, AGAIN. then we went to mcds and got ourselves mc flurry. but oh! just before we went to mcds I was crossing the road and I nearly got hit by a car! I panicked ran back and christine was laughing. typical. so yeah. we went back to sarawak plaza, went into a shop where we found the most nicest dress ever but we didnt know the shop was for pregnant people. so we went out and I got new mascara and credit- -that was the only things I got. goddamnit. then we went to coffee bean and ordered a drink, sat down and we saw mr john! but he pretended not to see us.:/ so mean. but anyways, my mum came and we went back home, chatted with a few people and just hanged out in my room. oh yeah, christine accidently kissed me on the lips:/. like she was going to kiss my cheek but yeah. so she went back after that and I chatted some more with rauth:] and then bla bla bla. yeah. so I'm in class now and everyones just chilling cause its after exams and we have nothing to do. :] so I dont know what i'm gonna do after this. I could disturb mr.lim, annoy people or just hang out with christine and the girls. :]