and another one.

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And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You'll never see me fall apart

3 great days.

okay, so I havent posted in a while but anyways. i'm going to blog about the 3 amazing days I had in school:

Camping.

oh my god. so yeah, camping was really really fun. and scary. anyways, I went to school with tons of junkfood and yeah. it was raining and we couldnt have a campfire so we used a flashlight in the assembly hall. :p then me, kevin, ant, and christine had to go on patrol around the school and obviously, I freaked out. - - then ant went back so the 3 of us walked around school and yeah. then we went back for like an hour listening to ghost stories with the rest of the people then we all went on patrol again and mosquitos are attracted to kevins feet. - - then at around 2 we went back and me christine and kevin slept in the middle of assembly hall. kvn and I used christine as a pillow:D and I got really annoyed by kevin at one point cause he was annoying the hell out of me so I bit him - - I slept for and hour and woke up cause christine and kevin and these primary 6 girls were making alot of noise. - - then bla bla bla. fell asleep. woke up. brushed my teeth and sent kvn and christine home. well more things happened but i'm to lazy to write.

Sports day.

so I woke up that morning, put on my uniform then I realised. GODDAMN IT SPORTS DAY IS TODAY. so I had to change back into my sports clothes and made my daddy send me to the stadium. found chrissy there so we walked around the track bout 5 times and we went to sit. then I started panicking cause my mum, karen, and emma were late so right before I ran, they came- -. I got of at a pretty good start but gave up eventually cause I was like, its not as if i'm gonna win. and I got 4th place! :D haha. then me and griselda sat in the sun watching other people run and I got sunburnt. - - then morgan and wawa came. hello? I ran like half an hour before they came. - - well, that was sports day!

Prom.

Okay, so I wasnt actually suppose to go to prom cause I needed to go for a wedding. but like yeah. I woke up at doras house cause I slept over there with sonia and sarah. then I went back home, tried on my dress, twirled around in it. then my mum was like 'fine! you can go to prom' and I was :D. so johan picked me up and I did my hair and stuff and we went back home to get my bag. but when we reached the school..

karen: get out of the car.

sharon: no.

johan: please?!

sharon: I cant.

karen: why?

sharon: i'm scared.

karen: GODDAMNIT YOU SPENT THE WHOLE STUPID AFTERNOON GETTING READY FOR THIS STUPID THING!!!!!

johan: STOP SCREAMING!!!

*lee walks by*

karen: lee! bring sharon it!!

- -

so I got out and lee had to practically drag me in. - - so I finally went in and sat down with the girls who were mad cause they thought I wasnt going. then anthony came and he was like ' YOU CAME!!!!' - - see what I mean? then he had to go perform. and I was dancing with putri and then kevin came and he had more hairspray on his hair than me. and phoebe and anthony won best dress!!! then they had games for couples and emir and putri had to do this straw game thngy:D then they had another one and they called me and anthony and trust me, I DID NOT WANT TO DO IT. so we had to pop 5 balloons. how? I had to sit on a balloon that was on anthonys lap and I actually slid of the stupid balloon. anyways, we lost. - - then he had to go perform again so I hanged out with the girls. then anthony wanted to go see his block for one last time so we went and people started panicking cause they didnt know where we were, so they actually went all over the school looking for us - - anyways, I actually nearly cried when I hugged kevin and phoebe cause I love two of them to bits so yeah. its gonna suck when they leave:/ then I went back home so that was prom!

mkay, so I have to go to this kelabit thingy at emmas house in a while so i'll blog later.

xxx

was never the one.

ionno if it was suppose to be like this. or at least end up like this. yeah. dont know if what happened meant anything at all to you. it never actually seemed like it. right now, it seems like I was just depending on us to much. prolly, I was really serious bout it? and you werent? I never wanted this to happen but I think that I'm just losing hope? or maybe i'm just giving up on you cause it seems like I was just being stupid for falling in love with you in the first place. and if you think you're confused or whatever, brace yourself cause right now you should've known what you've done. I dont know whats going to happen cause I think you have had enough and I doubt you'd want to deal with the drama that comes along with me. and dont deny it. the last thing i'd want to hear is that i'm wrong. and even though I havent been always right, I know i'm right, now. thanks for everything. for making me feel something I longed for. prolly it wasnt meant to be? well, I know one things for sure..

I was never the one.

shuffle

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.

How are you feeling today?
Unfaitful- Rihanna.
God. Damn. It.

Will you get far in life?
Long way to go- Cassie.
oh wells:]

How do your friends see you?
mandy- westlife.
- -

Will you get married?
about time- cassie
should I take this as a sign?

What is your best friend's theme song?
things i'll never say- avril lavinge.

What is the story of your life?
whatever will be- vanessa hudgens
wayyyy true.

What was high school like?
circle circle dot dot
:O

How can you get ahead in life?
kiss the girl- little mermaid.
- -

What's the best thing about your friends?
irreplaceable- beyonce

What's in store for this weekend?
when it all falls apart- the veronicas
.. does this mean I shouldnt go to prom?

Describe your grandparents.
SOS- rihanna
hahahahahahahahahahaha

How's your life going?
nothing in this world- paris hilton(yes, I listen to her)
:)

What song will they play at your funeral?
i'm not missing you- stacie orrico
WHAT?!

How does the world see you?
cinderella- play
- - does this mean i'm gonna be sweeping floors for the rest of my life?

Will you have a happy life?
walking on sunshine- aly&AJ


Do people secretly lust after you?
dont worry, be happy- bob marley
.. meaning?

How can you make yourself happy?
walk away- paula deanda
*walking*

What should you do with your life?
move your feet-junior senior

Will you ever have children?
guess who's coming to dinner- black uhuru
my kids?? -.-

What song would you strip to?
maneater- nelly furtado

What does your mum think of you?
respect- aretha franklin.
..yeahuh.

What is your deep, dark secret?
I dont need a man- PCD
- -

What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
fallin-alicia keys
:D hope you fall badly.

What's your personality like?
who knew- pink

What song will be played at your wedding?
hey there delilah- plain white t's
not kidding. - -

X

it was not a mistake.

lalala.

okay. this song is the most EMO song i've ever listened to. but being the stupid person I am. I listen to it 24/7.

daniel bedingfield: if you're not the one.